Wednesday, June 27, 2012

When Things Were Simpler - Two Years Ago

We'll A Dream - We The Kings

Do you remember the nights 
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out 
We'll be safe and sound 
We'll take control of the world 
Like it's all we have to hold on to 
And we'll be a dream

This was basically the soundtrack of my summer two years ago and a perfect description of how it was and how it felt. I'm glad to be where I am today but sometimes I crave for the friendships and the memories from this time. I still hold the same friendships but everything has changed. My world is literally inside out compared to that year.

I guess what I miss the most from that year is the sensation of not being alone. I felt like I had people - truthfully just someone - to talk to and to listen to. I do miss the relationship but what happened was meant to be and now that person is extremely happy from what I can tell. And that's the best thing. Really. =)

I'm not sure what made me think of this today but I just know I started listening to songs and was reminded of this. That year wasn't really all that simple when I think about it and I know I messed some things up but it got us to where we needed to be. Although I really do wish I would have kept my old tumblr account. It was pretty stupid not to but considering, I understand why I didn't. I  had used it as a journal - literally. I wrote in my actual journal "read blog" wtf past self? RAWR. 

YEAH. xD 

I just watched a Matt and Kim video and realized I don't want to be anywhere but here - right now. Love your life. Kay? =)))))))))))))

-L 

psh.

-Laura

P.S- I ONLY HAVE 23 DAYS TO DO THIS HUGE FREAKIN' ASSIGNMENT. Ah! 

Upcoming Events:
-Sarah's Visit
- Field Commander Camp
-English Assignment Due
-State Fair Band
-Marching Band
-Band Camp
-School/ English Assignment Due



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