I Feel Like....

Throwing Up
Yelling at People
Quitting  my Job
Sleeping
Doing Nothing.

Ah, the dreadful days that people can hardly bear: The Days Before Christmas Break.
This year is particularly bad since some of my teachers are like: "Lets give you your exams before break!!" And a little voice inside of me is gradually getting louder saying : noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

 Gah. I hope we get a very bad ice storm and school is canceled.  Not just because the roads are icy, but because it gets so cold that the school's pipes literally just exploded.

I was reading through some of my old posts and notes on facebook (thanks to the new "timeline" thing) and I had said: "One of my greatest fears is losing people" And I guess I have changed quite a bit in 1-2 years time because now I accept the fact that it happens. In fact, I am encouraging that to happen in my life right now. I really don't like my group of friends at the moment but I figure that in a few months they will all be gone and I won't have to deal with them any more.

Surprisingly enough, the people who I thought were gonna change stayed the same. Not completely the same obviously, since situations are "ever changing", but the core person is still there and intact. I can't say the same for some of my other friends.

I don't know. So far in the year of 2011 I have learned this:

-People suck
-People change
-Sleep is a treat
-Life continues on
-coffee can be pretty tasty
and
-As much as you like a job in the beginning, people will ruin it

And with realizing this I know that I am also a person and I am far from perfect. Sometimes though, just sometimes, I wish I could go relive the past and cherish it for a little bit longer.