This Year....

In an earlier post I complained about how I had done nothing this year...tonight I realized that was completely incorrect. I've done things, just not with the expected people.During marching band, I went out to dinner with Brittany and Amanda before each game. I got a job. I work with my guy friend Jeremiah and on Thursdays we hang out at the coffee shop. I've surrounded myself with my old friends and somewhat ignored the friends that I have had for the last three years. I still love my Senior friends but I don't feel like we really have a group any more - and I feel that more than anything we are turning against each other. What happened to the days where Rachel, Dezi and I could sit around and talk about anime, music and guys? What about when I could just call Spencer and go on a walk? Everything changed and I was so caught up in my own life last year that I missed the chance to jump on that bus...Which in all truth is absolutely fine. I wasn't meant to be on that bus anyway. I understand that relationships and people change but it doesn't always have to be for the worst, does it?

Anyway...

The new guy on Glee is pretty much gorgeous and amazing. Just sayin.