Fix You.

I don't know what to do. I hate this stupid roller coaster that I'm forced to go onto. The one where life is so great and when I look forward all I see is opportunity, and then all the sudden I top the hill and realize that it was just a trick. I follow the track down down down in to the darkness and all I feel is apathy. I manage to cry but nothing helps. The only two questions are; when will I get out of this hell hole? and how bad is the next "plunge" going to be?