Negativity, School and Vlogging

I want to talk about the one that makes me the happiest first. Vlogging. (Is that how you spell it? Hmm.) So throughout high school I was considering vlogging, mostly for all the wrong reasons and I worried for all the wrong reasons too. I don't mean "for the wrong reasons" in an inappropriate way, just that I know that if I had vlogged I wouldn't have been the real me. So now I've sort of gotten my self figured out and I'm really not all that self conscious about it any more. You know what? I like lists. 

Reasons to:

1.) I'm a very expressive person. I make some weird faces and I talk with my hands, etc. I feel like I would sound like less of a crazy person ranting...or maybe more so...I dunno. 

2.) I would have more motivation to Vlog than to blog. Its easier for me to talk than to force myself to stop and sit down to write. (Although, I love writing so I will most likely still write on here and post the videos etc.) 

3.) I might get more of a response. It's not like I want to be "YouTube famous" or be well known but I like having conversations with people and ,again, being able to express myself through voice. 

I was going to make a list about why I am worried about it buuuuuut I am running out of time and need to start on my homework. 0.o

School! 

To put it simply, I've been sick and have missed a lot of school/ work related things and I now have a mountain of homework to do. =D Yaaayyy. -_- So I'm just a little stressed.............just a little. 

NEGATIVITY

I have been really super negative lately and it is DRIVING ME INSANE. I don't think I've had one day where I haven't said "I hate people" at least twice. I want to fix this. So I'm gonna. 

Better attitude go! 

=D 

Okay. Good bye. 

-Laura