I hate breaking down. I just can't deal with it. I have these emotions that just get bottled up inside. Thoughts, feelings of guilt and stress and its just TOO MUCH.
I hate papers and how teachers think they can dictate how we write them. I went through years of not having to do a rough draft or an outline and now when the teacher announces "Rough drafts are due tomorrow" I automatically shut down into this panic state. I will start my homework at 5 and I will do every assignment except that one so its usually around 9 pm when I get around to it and I just have a break down. Always. I don't even know what to do with myself right now.
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The worst part about writing a rough draft for a paper, is thinking about the actual process of doing it. But when it comes to simply writing it down, its not all that bad. Just sayin. Future self: Don't stress yourself out about something so simple.
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